My mind is so freaking out on me right now. I have this repetitive loop going on in my head right now of like my entire life as a Phillies fan and what ups and downs are in it. Even in the really bad years I was always just as happy to watch.
This just feels so weird that this team that I have watched like this my entire life is so close. So close. These extra few days have really made everything hit home. You watch so much baseball then all of the sudden everything they play for and everything we watch for is right there. It's going to hit me harder tonight if they win it than it would have monday. I am now certain of that.